Post by laoden on Mar 23, 2010 0:06:52 GMT -5
Hello my name is Laoden. I am a young warrior who grew up in a family of 5 brother 2 sisters and my parents. My name originally was not laoden it was Lamia, which is also the soul collector of the devil, when i was born I was always cold and hated everyone in my sight that is why i got that name, Why my name is laoden you will find out as you read the story of my life thus far. My life all started in the Thieves' forest.
Chapter 1. Love
I was not a very cheery or lively child, I grew up killing all animals even ones others would consider pets, I did it because it made me feel like i had meaning and was strong enough to live on my own, It gave me a safe feeling. Everyone judged me saying i was hateful and satanic. They didn't realize that the way they treated me was what made me act that way. But when i was 6 a young girl was nice to me, She treated me like any other kid acutually more like a role model. I was falling in love for her and my love for her started making me more lively towards people but my older brother couldn't stand seeing me being happy, Him being more attractive, stronger and older than me, He stole her heart from me. I was overwhelmed with rage and even his name made my heart beat with envy, She was the first person to ever love me and i loved her yet he stole her. I confronted him about it, which was a challenge of strength for him. We grabbed 2 of dads swords being foolish and young and faught he was to arrogant and underestimated me but i underestimated myself and when i dodged his blade i thrusted too hard and punctured his chest... I came to realization that i had just killed my brother for someone i thought i loved but when she had saw what i had done she ran in tears of fear and shock. I could tell her fealings for me had changed. Once i returned home the village looked at me and this time truely belived i was lamia and didn't deserve to have a family. I was cast with nothing but a sword and bread, My family was disgraced and would not start over with me. That word love is now forever engraved as a life changing experience. I moved to the land of mourna. Here i was 8 and found a settlement camp that the human took from the orcs so i decided that they must be strong and would except me.
Chapter 2. Arrogance
Once i got to mourna in the mountains, I found a family who wanted a strong young boy to help run things. They found my skills with a sword unique for my age and decided i would be a magnificent warrior. I was trained to wield a sword by people who had slain orcs. I thought i was truely something special. They belived i would be a big help in turning the land of the orcs into the land of the humans. I was filled with hope and self confidence, Little did i know i would be filled with arrogance. I was raised 3 years being trained to fight when i thought i was ready to begin fighting orcs. The village thought i was just foolish but they soon found out i was being serious. During the night we usually put out all fires and tried to make no noise because we were severly out numbered and we liked to catch the orcs by surprise. When the men went out to hunt i started a fire and made some noise and hid in a cave near by waiting to see if any orcs would come by and try and attack so i would kill one and catch them off guard. As litte and as foolish as i was when i was hiding in a cave i heard a scream and as soon as i took a step out of the cave i was knocked unconcious and i woke 8 hours later, Only to find the village destroyed and all the men and women dead. My arrogance had killed all of the people who let me into their homes and trained me. I swore i wouldn't ever let confidence ever take over again. I salvaged some food and found a sword and headed off.
Chapter 3. Obedience
It was a year long journey until i found the settled land of fangorn, I was 10 years of age now. I was imediatly taken in by a single man who had been exiled from his family when he was young, finally i had someone who i had something in common with. At first he wouldn't tell me his story on why he was exiled but come to find out it was worse than mine. He had killed his mother for not letting him hunt when he was 7 years old his father died when he was 4 while hunting so no one stoped him. I was scared of him at first but i found his heart he cared about me, so i told him my story. He was the only person i actually shared my heart with since i was exiled. He trained me and we started our own village for outcasts such as our self. One day he come up to me and told me he was going to bring me along on his advernture of finding supplies and food, I come to find out he was kiling people from other towns for it. He said it was for the greater cause so i myself killed a family of three well what i thought was three, I killed a man his wife and his 15 years old son but soon i realized there was a daughter 11 and my master tried to take her for his own purposes i realized what i had done was wrong...So i killed him and took her with me, Me and her being the same age I thought i could make a new friend.
Chapter 4. Denial
After being with my master for a year and living a life of obedience for a year i decided not to get close to anyone and me and leova moved by the isen river. I knew it was lush in supplies and life but we would have very little human contact. I thought if i stayed away from humans and just fed her and not talked to her, I would never get close to a person again. I was foolish thinking she would not talk to me. At first she was angered for me killing her family but thankful i didn't let my master touch her, She opened up to me once she realized i was going to feed and shelter her, I have to admit she was turning out to be a pretty teen but i was NOT allowing myself to get close to her. I was in denial that i had fallen in love with her. I started pushing her away from me and this upset her. She loved me and i was not open to her. So she left and i was left with just my swelling heart and the denial of being in love with her. I was now 13.
Chapter 5. Envy
I lived by the river but i slowly made my way down the river when i saw leova, With a very muscular and inteligent 15 year old. He had run away from home and made his own hut by the river, when she left me she met him and fell in love with him. at first i just was another person to him but he realized inside i was envious of him. He found this amusing and started showing off how much she loved him in front of me. I was jealous and inraged but i was not going to get in the way of my life, So i thought but just when i was ready to leave i saw him and her asleep her on his chest asleep him asleep smiling at the sky. The thought that he had what i wanted and the first thing i had loved in 8 years overwhelmed me with anger i killed them both in there sleep and stole their things, Envy had left me heartless on that night. I wanted nothing more than to just start over with my emotions to just not feel anything.
Chapter 6. Numb
After i had killed my brother, ruined that village, killed my master, and killed my love, I was completely numb. I travled many miles, I stumbled upon a place called stormhaven, a small settlement in the land between lands. I came upon this plave and i am 16 now i told everyone here my story not caring what they would think but they have taken me in and made me a true noble warrior, They are my allies but i am numb, now so i refuse to make friends, I do belive this i a place i can live a life with no more sorrow and serve my duty as a warrior fighting all who oppose and deffending those who would do the same for me.
This is how i got my name, Love, Arrogance, Obedience, Denial, Envy, Numb. This is the story of LAODEN.
Chapter 1. Love
I was not a very cheery or lively child, I grew up killing all animals even ones others would consider pets, I did it because it made me feel like i had meaning and was strong enough to live on my own, It gave me a safe feeling. Everyone judged me saying i was hateful and satanic. They didn't realize that the way they treated me was what made me act that way. But when i was 6 a young girl was nice to me, She treated me like any other kid acutually more like a role model. I was falling in love for her and my love for her started making me more lively towards people but my older brother couldn't stand seeing me being happy, Him being more attractive, stronger and older than me, He stole her heart from me. I was overwhelmed with rage and even his name made my heart beat with envy, She was the first person to ever love me and i loved her yet he stole her. I confronted him about it, which was a challenge of strength for him. We grabbed 2 of dads swords being foolish and young and faught he was to arrogant and underestimated me but i underestimated myself and when i dodged his blade i thrusted too hard and punctured his chest... I came to realization that i had just killed my brother for someone i thought i loved but when she had saw what i had done she ran in tears of fear and shock. I could tell her fealings for me had changed. Once i returned home the village looked at me and this time truely belived i was lamia and didn't deserve to have a family. I was cast with nothing but a sword and bread, My family was disgraced and would not start over with me. That word love is now forever engraved as a life changing experience. I moved to the land of mourna. Here i was 8 and found a settlement camp that the human took from the orcs so i decided that they must be strong and would except me.
Chapter 2. Arrogance
Once i got to mourna in the mountains, I found a family who wanted a strong young boy to help run things. They found my skills with a sword unique for my age and decided i would be a magnificent warrior. I was trained to wield a sword by people who had slain orcs. I thought i was truely something special. They belived i would be a big help in turning the land of the orcs into the land of the humans. I was filled with hope and self confidence, Little did i know i would be filled with arrogance. I was raised 3 years being trained to fight when i thought i was ready to begin fighting orcs. The village thought i was just foolish but they soon found out i was being serious. During the night we usually put out all fires and tried to make no noise because we were severly out numbered and we liked to catch the orcs by surprise. When the men went out to hunt i started a fire and made some noise and hid in a cave near by waiting to see if any orcs would come by and try and attack so i would kill one and catch them off guard. As litte and as foolish as i was when i was hiding in a cave i heard a scream and as soon as i took a step out of the cave i was knocked unconcious and i woke 8 hours later, Only to find the village destroyed and all the men and women dead. My arrogance had killed all of the people who let me into their homes and trained me. I swore i wouldn't ever let confidence ever take over again. I salvaged some food and found a sword and headed off.
Chapter 3. Obedience
It was a year long journey until i found the settled land of fangorn, I was 10 years of age now. I was imediatly taken in by a single man who had been exiled from his family when he was young, finally i had someone who i had something in common with. At first he wouldn't tell me his story on why he was exiled but come to find out it was worse than mine. He had killed his mother for not letting him hunt when he was 7 years old his father died when he was 4 while hunting so no one stoped him. I was scared of him at first but i found his heart he cared about me, so i told him my story. He was the only person i actually shared my heart with since i was exiled. He trained me and we started our own village for outcasts such as our self. One day he come up to me and told me he was going to bring me along on his advernture of finding supplies and food, I come to find out he was kiling people from other towns for it. He said it was for the greater cause so i myself killed a family of three well what i thought was three, I killed a man his wife and his 15 years old son but soon i realized there was a daughter 11 and my master tried to take her for his own purposes i realized what i had done was wrong...So i killed him and took her with me, Me and her being the same age I thought i could make a new friend.
Chapter 4. Denial
After being with my master for a year and living a life of obedience for a year i decided not to get close to anyone and me and leova moved by the isen river. I knew it was lush in supplies and life but we would have very little human contact. I thought if i stayed away from humans and just fed her and not talked to her, I would never get close to a person again. I was foolish thinking she would not talk to me. At first she was angered for me killing her family but thankful i didn't let my master touch her, She opened up to me once she realized i was going to feed and shelter her, I have to admit she was turning out to be a pretty teen but i was NOT allowing myself to get close to her. I was in denial that i had fallen in love with her. I started pushing her away from me and this upset her. She loved me and i was not open to her. So she left and i was left with just my swelling heart and the denial of being in love with her. I was now 13.
Chapter 5. Envy
I lived by the river but i slowly made my way down the river when i saw leova, With a very muscular and inteligent 15 year old. He had run away from home and made his own hut by the river, when she left me she met him and fell in love with him. at first i just was another person to him but he realized inside i was envious of him. He found this amusing and started showing off how much she loved him in front of me. I was jealous and inraged but i was not going to get in the way of my life, So i thought but just when i was ready to leave i saw him and her asleep her on his chest asleep him asleep smiling at the sky. The thought that he had what i wanted and the first thing i had loved in 8 years overwhelmed me with anger i killed them both in there sleep and stole their things, Envy had left me heartless on that night. I wanted nothing more than to just start over with my emotions to just not feel anything.
Chapter 6. Numb
After i had killed my brother, ruined that village, killed my master, and killed my love, I was completely numb. I travled many miles, I stumbled upon a place called stormhaven, a small settlement in the land between lands. I came upon this plave and i am 16 now i told everyone here my story not caring what they would think but they have taken me in and made me a true noble warrior, They are my allies but i am numb, now so i refuse to make friends, I do belive this i a place i can live a life with no more sorrow and serve my duty as a warrior fighting all who oppose and deffending those who would do the same for me.
This is how i got my name, Love, Arrogance, Obedience, Denial, Envy, Numb. This is the story of LAODEN.